Thursday, February 18, 2010
Til her heart gets paralyzed.
I kept thinking about what happened and what could not have happened.
The scene of Ms. Concerned shouting at Mr. Hotheaded is not a nice sight. It could be a heartbreaking experience for Ms. Concerned who never raised her voice when she's mad over the phone... especially in public. But human as she is, she has the tendency to get mad over big things... specifically to things that she knows she did not do. If asked what were the things that piss her off... flooding texts. It is not Ms. Concerned's thing nor forte.
Blame it on the network. If there's a delay, she can't do anything. She can't play dumb either... and she only cares. She could resend her texts over and over again just to make sure Mr. Hotheaded would get it. And what will be the impression if he still doesn't reply? Of course, Ms. Concerned will think of "baka di nanaman narereceive... matxt nga ulit." And so, flooding could really happen.
I know and I'm pretty sure that cellphones don't get drowned when someone Concerned texts randomly or constantly. Aren't you happy that someone Concerned fills up your whole inbox? Aren't you aware that Ms. Concerned would just like to make sure that you receive her messages? Aren't you happy that Ms. Concerned is thinking about how you are right now? Aren't you happy that someone like Ms. Concerned take all the pains to let you know how concerned she is?
I just hope Mr. Hotheaded did not let his hotness rule over his heart, and I just wish Ms. Concerned did not care... I just wish she was NUMB.
Numb enough. And getting number every single f***ing day.
So that she wouldn't give a damn when her beloved hangs up the phone and chooses to be with the people who doesn't even care about the situation. So that she wouldn't care about how much pain she feels everytime she gets rejected. So she would not be obliged to cry when she's hurt. Numb. Numb. Numb. Numb till her heart gets paralyzed.
But that's not possible, and I think that is not even bound to happen.
Why? BECAUSE SHE CARES. :'(
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